Gah,it's a rainy day...that drones on and on and on.....But thank god cuz it's Bonus Monday where I get a day off extra from my 2-weeks holz. Hehe. So things are....going steady and okay, i guess. Sigh, but my thoughts and feelings are worrying me sometimes. But i guess it's just some first-time fears and doubts i guess. I'm actually worried that i might have commitment issues,well,just a teeny bit that would go away. I'm just kinda scared of where it might go. >.<'' And i guess he has some initiative issues too. Just wish sometimes that he'd jz say,"hey,wanna go for recess together?".Geez.

But he's been really sweet to me. He even cut his hair short for me, it seems. Haha. I'm trying my best to be as good to him as well. Family-wise, my parents know about us, and they seem okay with the idea i guess. *shrugs*Guess just as long as i don't forget my studies, it should be fine. Let's hope it's this way. The others, grr, they're practically harrassing me for details about him! Eeek~

So what i'm doing now? Dismantling dead flowers.They're my sister's. Haha,the wrappers and ribbons are good and expensive okay? They're reuseable! So why waste right? This reminds me...! I've never received flowers before! Sigh..wonder if i ever will...from him...XD

Okay,this is me rambling on a bonus Monday. Signing offf...xXx

Currently feeling: blah