So this is already my second week as a six-former as IBM! Time really flies,huh? Maybe I sounded a tad soppy and very self-pitying in my previous post about my first day there,but after a week, i figured that it was actually much better than i had expected. Well, despite the long hours and hard subjects, i find myself blending into the crowd quite fast. Surprisingly, i'm not as socially inept as i thought. By now i've got a group of friends already! And you'd be shocked if you compared the interaction between me and my friends last week and this week, especially Wenny, whom i found out is very cracked-up as well! As soon as we got familiar around each other, the laughs just kept coming. And what a surprise! Ning Joe joined me in class as well! She joined just this monday.

My classroom is not that huge,its capacity about 40-50 students maybe, but i just don't understand why they had to fix TWO aircons and switch them on at SIXTEEN degrees celcius each day for a room this size! It's so freaking cold I had to wear the jacket my sister wore during winter while she was studying in Australia. Yes, it's THAT cold. Some of my friends think that the jacket was a bit too much, but ah, who's gonna care if i'm all warm and toasty! Hehe.

And guess what, my saturday classes don't start until June! By then i will most probably be in Matriculation college if i'm accepted, if not, i'd still be here then. I'm not too sure if i really favour matrics now, but argh, why am i talking as if i'm gonna get it for sure. *shakes head*

I wonder if you've ever been through this, but nowadays i find myself facing this more often than ever. It was already from more than one person who gave me a negative remark when i told them about my ambition to become a veterinarian. Mostly are of course more concerned about the earning prospects of being one. I do find it very disheartening when they keep on telling me that being a pharmacist would be better. Well i'm afraid that's not my passion, though. But sometimes i do remind myself to keep my feet on the ground too, keeping my options wide,that is. So...if (god bless) i do get to study vet science in upm, i'm gonna go all the way, but if i don't, then probably i'd have to live with studying the 'better' course (pharmacy) or something else with supposedly more prospect, i guess. My eldest sis keeps on telling me that God has his own reasons for everything he puts us through, so if even after i work hard and get my results (hopefully good,of course) and am not accepted into UPM for vet science, then i'm not gonna fight it and blame it on anyone else. Maybe this job isn't the best choice for me after all.

--- BUT!! that is only if i don't get to study vet science. If I (thanks all heavens) do get, i'm gonna go all the way and won't worry about getting a job until i graduate, cuz i'm sure God will path a way of light for me. So i'm gonna believe in my dreams in becoming a successful veterinarian. Hopefully the LIFE - DREAMS = JOB equation won't be applicable to me. *crosses fingers and toes*
        

Currently feeling: thankful

Guess what, kids??

I finally got my P license! YES, my Probationary Driving License, in short, lesen lar. I passed my driving test last week (23rd of April), was exhilarated, but too busy and lazy to post it up here. So now people, who ever said i can't get my P license eh?? *flashes P license*

Guess the only prob now is to really drive on the road. >.<"

Currently feeling: satisfied