The entry title says it all.

holidays are REALLLLL holy days! thank god for them, seriously. 6 days is absolutely heavenly. only thing is, it makes me 10 xxxxxx as lazy as i already am, which is sad. exams are seriously catching right behind me, nearly scraping my heels already and i still find myself not waking up until only around 10 a.m. and constantly giving myself excuses to watch House with the rest of the family. argh, darn man darn. i wanna turn back time so badly, where did all my exam-free days gone to?

and who is this 'listiyani wijaya' sending emails that's making my msn pop up so annoyingly???

aah, and i can't help but feel relieved that no one rushes me to do translations here or anything. either there's no one visiting anymore or you guys are really nice and good people who understand how it feels to be a form 5 student and a lazy ass. ah, good one. i will try to pop a translation or two when i can, ok?

so, been over to KL with my family to move all my 2nd sisters stuff back from cheras. she just finished her 4-year pharmacist course and is now waiting to bust into the hospital scene as a full-fledged pharmacist. whoah--how can 4 years just fly by so soon? that aside, you should really have seen the stuffs she wants to bring back. dad had to borrow a lorry to load all the things. sparked a bit of an argument between my eldest sis and 2nd sis about 'keeping sentimental things' and 'throwing them out as rubbish if you can't afford to bring them home'. geez, hate it when they fight like this. keep having a go at each other in the car and during breakfast.

and nicolas boy was with us during the whole trip! he was quite hyperactive and cranky and also fun and it was troublesome when he was around and quiet when he's not. poor mum cried as usual after sending him home. she just misses him so much. nicolas was so attached to us, he didn't even want to go home! and darn, can you believe it actually rained after we reached taiping and ate there?? we wanted to bring him to the taiping zoo we promised him so long ago but it freaking rained!! haihzzz... rain, rain, go away... all the world is waiting for the sun....

and during the KL trip, we even found time to watch ninja turtles the movie in the cinema! haha, this is actually my first time watching anything that has to do with ninja turtles and i actually find them cute. i like michaelangelo the best cuz he's so funny and cute. hahaha, so now i see what i was missing. nicolas is a big fan of them now. lol.

arghhh, why can't i download butterfly kisses from thecommitted.net?? mei lin, send me the songgggg plzzzzz~! ohh, it's in my sharing folder! thnx mei lin~!heheee~ what a beautiful song! and it's yet another wonderful cover by westlife!

Currently listening to: Butterfly Kisses - Westlife
Currently feeling: lazy

Am I??

Hahahah, nolar, i'm not a stalker! I didn't stalk him! anyway, guess who i saw shopping in Gurney Plaza?? Danny Wen Li Ming~!! omg, he was looking so relaxed with his friends, shopping and walking around like nobody's business. mann, no one went to ask him anything~! it can't be that nobody in penang knows him meh?? anyway, first time my sis told me that 'the yellow shirt guy over there taking money from the atm is danny one~!' i was like huh?? serious meh? i totally didn't expect it to be really him!then he freaking turned around and omg, it's realllyyy him~! okay, call me 38. okay, so i got all excited and my family was like urging me over to say hi and stuffs, but aiya, so paiseh larrrr~!!! then after pushing around, he and his friends finally walked away to somewhere else. argh, then i felt like i was regretting not approaching him~! and i told myself, finelar, if i get to meet him again here, i'll go. and then later, i really DID saw him again from the escalator! then i ran down the escalator i went down and say hi and then took a pic with him sumore. he was with a guy friend in Optical 88 looking at sunshades. lol. his friend sumore offered to take pic for us.

this first pic a bit cacat cuz of his head. hahaha.

Yupp, that's him! the one on the left is my 2nd sis, Sherene. and the other one is me, obviously.

hehehe. how i wish it was guang liang instead. but he's good enough! his song 'siapa' is really good....~

okay, 2 exam days just passed. seems okay, but only because it was BM and english. hahaha.

Currently feeling: silly

Another year has passed....gosh, i'm 17 now for real. It's kinda hard to believe but i've never really thought about my life beyond 17. short-visioned? hehe, i guess. So how was my birthday? wellllll..... sat for THREE physics exams today, no recess, no toilet until 1.40 p.m. and many birthday wishes! the last one cancelled out the others of course! hahaha, being remembered is such a nice feeling...mm-mmm...~

My biggest wish now is that I don't fail any of my exams and that i'll manage to pass SPM. thank you~

to everyone who wished me in some way or another, thank you all so so so much. you are the people who made me remember how nice it was to be remembered on a special day. thank you god for giving me everyone and everything that i have....~

On the contrary to the previous years, i wasn't excited at all for today. who would be if you had to study a thousand things (yes, i'm exeggerating..and i dun noe exactly how to spell that stupid exxxeggeeraateddd word) for the worst subject ever until late into the night. tell me man, tell me. maybe as years role by, and my brain gets older, it registers 'birthday' as 'study. got exam-day'. imagine, i've been sitting for mid-term exams for 5 years in a row during my birthday! who would be excited anymore? haihz, hope this changes sooon... i'm so bored on my birthday...there's still addmaths on monday but i'm not moving a finger to touch the book. better start soon... dun wanna add any more 'F' grades to my report book. man, boredom x exams x birthday really sucks.

GAWDDDDDDDDDDD GIVE ME SMTH BETTER TO DO ! GIVE ME SMTH BETTER TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S MY FREAKING 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

That felt good.

~~EDIT~~

Guess what? My friends 'surprised' me with a really really cute chocolate birthday cake at chemistry tuition. Although it was already quite obvious of what they're doing when they locked me and Ning Joe out of the room, but it was delightful nonetheless. ahh, after all i do have something more memorable to remember about my 17th birthday! thanks to all my friends~!

My cute lil' cake!

And here's the 38 me with the cake. p.s.: i'm wearing the new esprit shirt mei lin and evelyn bought me! the cake was bought by mei lin as well. look what's on the wall! the periodic table! didn't believe i celebrated my birthday at chemistry tuition? believe it!

Currently feeling: silly

Have you ever had a friend who came to you for advice on love?

And while the others insists that clearly the one that was after her wasn't right for her, would you have asked her to go with her heart and go for it?

And she took your advice and really went with it, was smitten for a while, and things really got complicated, in and out, in and out, went through so much just to find out that the guy was really really as rotten as how the others have said?

like REALLY REALLY ROTTEN that now you're SO HORRIFIED of what a stupid friend you are for setting a trap for your friend to step in and fall right through to hell nonetheless?

Now who are you to give advice on love? what experience or idea about love can you boast about when you've never been through it? You know nothing about love.

You're sorry, terribly sorry, but what can you do now?

Now look what you've done.

Currently feeling: guilty

i'm feeling happyyyyy...quite so much i wanna do the aiyaaa dance!!

*aiya~aiya~aiya~*

HEEEHEEEHEEEE~!

Currently feeling: happy

Here's two (it's been a long time, eh?) :

Tank - Fei Ni Mo Shu

Zhou Hui - Hua Ti

...Gonna be away from Saturday until Tuesday...for camp in school. Kinda regret for signing up, feeling so lazy now. rather stay at home.

Currently feeling: depressed