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I don't think I have ever missed the rain this much.

Today's Bio class was postponed to Saturday,so I had the whole afternoon to myself. Well, not entirely, but there goes. These days are rare. *grips on it as hard as possible*It FINALLY RAINED TODAY! It's really been ages since i've actually seen rain and gawd, do i miss it. The weather's been so freaking hot these past few months it almost won over my sanity. One afternoon i was just complaining about it to my dad and when he told me this kind of weather could last til' September my jaw nearly dropped beyond rescue. September is MONTHS AWAY! How could it be that there won't be rain til then?? Has the weather always been this warm or has global warming finally reached my doorstep?  the world is coming to an enddd! *shivers*

And exactly how much do i miss the rain? Well,i miss it enough to even DREAM about it. Huge, fat raindrops falling on my head. Couldn't be any happier. Anyway, this was the first time in a long long time since it rained in the afternoon. What a cooling effect it has,phew~~But this was not the first rain in months though. The first rain came in the middle of the night. Jolie scratched my parents' door with her paw when it finally poured,as though informing my Dad that rain has finally come. Guess i wasn't the only one excited about the rain. Bubbly,as usual, couldn't really care any lesser and slept on.

Happy Father's Day, Dad! (card made by Yours truly)

It can actually be quite a liberation without relationship problems,  i have recently come to discover. Since that day, he has not bugged me about it and seemed to understand the situation, which i hope is true. (although he did mention afterwards about how he has not given up yet.) I'm just somehow relieved that i overcame another hurdle again. I'm getting tired of it but i can't do much as long as i refuse to let go of the friendship.So i'm basically just strolling through it. That is,until the next bomb goes off. Tick tock tick tock~ So,for now,nothing much is bugging me in terms of relationships and this can be pretty liberating actually. Spares me some time for myself and studies too. Ah what fun lol.

Signing off,

Ath xxx

Currently feeling: sleepy

Believe it or not,this is the 3rd time i'm writing a post. Thanks to my err,in Vien's words,'wood' computer that kept on restarting itself every now and then WHEN i am writing a post. Not the greatest come-back, but just bear with it,k? Anyway,it's been kinda long,ain't it? All of you must be wondering did I really let myself slide away just because of the break up? (psst,so pathetic wan meh??) Cheer,cuz of course I didn't. Can you believe how much of a teary,(how come i can't find back the words i used to describe myself before this anymore??)in other words,pathetic ragdoll (it's just a metaphor,btw.I don't think i lost a pound since the breakup.LOL.) a break up can turn you into?But as she sings,it did get 'better with time',much better actually.Long gone are the days where I cry everday after school. What a waste of tears, actually. But nvm, it's from it that I had my lesson.

It's true when they say you learn a bit more about yourself through relationships.and ultimately,from the end of it. I think i haven't done so much of growing up since I was an infant,haha. It made me realize that this is just one hurdle that comes along in life,many more to come. So in the end, I just grit my teeth let it pass. And thank god it passed. For now,I'm just somewhat content. God's been good to me, he gives me what I truly and only need at the moment. The rest, is saved up for later.

So what was I up to besides suffering from Acute Heart-Breaking Syndrome (AHBS)?A rojak of a lil' of this and another bit of that,i guess.

Anyway,to be honest, this is my n-th attempt to finally,actually post this up. Originally i'm really supposed to be updating you guys with a welcome speech (did i include this previously?) and sorts,but tonight,sigh. I think i just broke someone's heart.No,no,not that jerk...but one other certain fellow. For the previous month or so he crossed my path (or shud i say i crossed his?No idea. )Not gonna elaborate,but let's just say all the things he did was always what i had wanted to have a taste of (innocence,my gawd) but somehow,some part of me knew it wasn't right. There are people who are great and treat you well,but only to a certain level like good friends, and somehow you just can't imagine going beyond that. Besides that, the timing isn't all great anyway.

Maybe i did make a mistake before this when he tried to withdraw. I held him back by a sadly,breakable thread and i bet he knew just as well. but still he held on. Freaking abandonment issues,sigh. He says he will respect whatever decision i make, but there he goes asking for a reason. It's not too much that he's asking for, but i just don't know how to give. I just don't want to have to lose him as a friend. But i know i've dragged it for too long. The scale has obviously tilted to one side, and he undeniably deserves an explanation from me, as much as i hate to think about how i may have to get ready on losing a good friend again.  Before this perhaps i told a white lie to keep it going on, but i noe he can't keep chasing me forever.I've got to stop being so selfish. And so i guess it ends tonight.

g'nite as we both let go.

(p.s. :notice the vastly different tone in paragraphs (1,2,3) and (4,5)? Written separately at two different times of a different day and night.)

Currently feeling: cynical

In the last two hours of 2008...i hope everyone's feeling alright...even if i'm not.

Here's to a great year ahead, i hope.

Cheers.

We broke up.I guess it doesn't matter how it happened anymore.

I need time to mourn, and even more to heal.

Thank you all who showered me with comfort and and support.

Loving family and dearest friends,

I'd be okay.

I'd stand up again.

I just know I would.

I have to.

xxx